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Tuesday, April 19, 2011

A freshly baked blog post

Homemade breads - done and yummy! So glad that everyone likes it. I finally figured out how to make bread and I have to say that I am pretty proud of myself. I feel like I have accomplished something. I can actually wear that label of "Baker" LOL :) I have successfully made 4 batches of 2 loaves of bread and 1 super failed batch of 4 loaves (for church bakesale)! Got my water too hot and so my little yeast guys were screaming and died....causing my bread, NOT to rise :( I kinda sucked. I got up at 4am just to make sure they were fresh made for church that morning. Oh well, I'm still learning. Tonights bread was a regular loaf and the other was cinnamon and brown sugar. Yummy! I have previously made orange cranberry bread, it was pretty good too.

Life is still crazy and has it's share of ups and downs. Some days are better than others. We are still working on getting my big boy straightened out with meds. Hoping and praying that these are working for him and since I am not at school with him during the day, I am not sure how well that is working out. Worried about his TAKS testing next week... God please guide him through these tests. He really needs to do well on them.

Personally, I am still not sure on the decisions that I need to make. I am afraid of the way I feel. I also feel that I am not useable by God because of the feelings and thoughts that I have. I know that anyone can be used by the Lord. I just feel like I am not a good witness, although the Lord knows where my heart is. Of course, He also knows exactly what will happen with this life has given me. I just wish he would clue me in a little. I still have to make some choices and I need all the guidance He can give!

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