The only place I'll ever get to see her is in my dreams, in photos and in the things she's crafted. I hate that I have now been subjected to only seeing her face in my thoughts or in my memories. The feelings are still very vivid and the emotions are still very raw. I remember when I dreamed of her several weeks ago, it had a huge impact on my day, emotionally I was just completely heartbroken. It feels so lame to cope through posting things on her facebook wall or writing to a person who will never ever see. I guess this is all part my very own healing process. I miss my mom a lot!
