MIssing in action

Well, it's been a little while since I've blogged. I have such a bad habit of doing things one way and then just switch it up right in the middle. So, I have been handwriting in my journal again. I'm going to have fun one day trying to get all my journaling in order by date, but at least it's dated. I've had many personal things to journal about and I didn't feel it was appropriate to share with "everyone" on the internet. Things are finally looking up and working for the good. I've had a lot of emotional issues I've been dealing with. I've finally let go and let God do His thing without me interfering. It's been several situations that I had no control over and I wasn't sure how to deal with them. So I just began to let those things consume and control me, my thoughts and my actions, eventually those things will lead to some consequences that I don't want to deal with. So it was time to "drop the ball". I have to quit eating with it, sleeping with it and trying to drink around it. I do know this one thing for sure, God has a plan for me! God is good, even when I'm not.