Today is one of those days where I feel like I've been in a fight with shattered glass. I'm still alive, but I'm all cut up inside and out. Physically, mentally and spiritually - cut up. The tears stream down my cheeks, an overflow of my weary and restless soul fighting against all the feelings it's dealing with. The stings, the burns and the pain are the only way I know I'm still alive and can still feel something. I've found myself in a deep dark place again. The walls are tall, black and thick. I see no way out. Standing here at a crossroads of broken and very broken. Pain is all I feel. I am hurting. My soul is crying out. I feel like I am on the verge of death inside. I am a mess.
cry.
cut.
cry.
cut some more.
fix your makeup
and walk out the door.
