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Wednesday, September 23, 2015

Rewinding to a big fat ZERO

reset.

redirection of pain, that's why I do it.  It's a physical manifestation of the internal turmoil and conflict of emotions.  all of the emotion and associated pain that I feel are only visible in my heart, in turn causing the infliction of pain on my skin so my eyes can see externally what my heart feels internally.  it's a control issue.  i alone, control the pain I feel. 

damn.  

#twloha