Release Me!

It helped to ease the pain
It was a release
The only thing I was able to control
How did I get to this point
Did I always deserve it
Yes, I guess I did
So I thought
It just kept happening
I couldn’t make myself stop
I took the pain you gave
And turned it inward
I bottled it up
til I was ready to burst
And I took it out on me
Afterall, I didn’t want to hurt anyone
the way I had been hurt
I have to live
With the emotional suffering
One day I will be free of it
And I will end this thing
Did I always deserve it
Yes, I guess I did
So you thought